Falling into place…

Lately I’ve been seeing so many synchronizations, one thing after another and on daily basis. Ever since the global pandemic began, I felt an urge to express my artistic abilities. It felt like it was a relentless need surging inside my soul, a cry from deep within shouting; “f*$% just draw or paint already dammit! What have you been waiting for?” Looking back at all the years I had not … Continue ReadingFalling into place…

The Dark Enigma…

Learning to co-exist with your darkness is an ongoing journey, it has been for me to say the least. I have tried to ignore it for the better part of my life, but that can be very destructive. So many have us have been lectured in reducing emotional outburst by reducing displays of weakness, this in turn will create barriers in the perfect balance of darkness and light within yourself. … Continue ReadingThe Dark Enigma…

Grief Stricken…

The experience of seeing someone close suffer and progressively deteriorate mentally and physically is very difficult to say the least. I am still wrapping my head around the fact that my father will never be the same person I remember growing up, I am in full denial stage. I just feel like grabbing him and shaking him to snap him out of this slow and steady progression to the inevitable … Continue ReadingGrief Stricken…

Journey of Self-Doubt and Search for Approval…

Ever feel like you’ve questioned yourself or situations you have experienced and went over every detail over and over again? I have done this multiple times, I have second guessed myself so many times I have lost count. The thing is, following your internal compass isn’t always easy, or obvious. That gut instinct we feel when we are thinking about a certain person or situation is usually right, so trust … Continue ReadingJourney of Self-Doubt and Search for Approval…

Blue Monday, Bright Days Ahead…

It’s that day today folks, the most depressing day of the year. Great!…Here I am wondering who thought of the idea and why they decided to label every third Monday of January the most depressing day of the year. I’ve already seen so many Facebook post, tweets and articles suggesting tips and tricks of how we can beat the Monday Blues, by taking in more Vitamin D through sunshine, eating … Continue ReadingBlue Monday, Bright Days Ahead…